Praise God! After months of feeling low, I am myself again! The lenses to my vision have been wiped. The fog in my mind has cleared. The reverberating sound of my heart beat is back!
What happened was, I moved. And moving sucks! LOL. Working for a company that has literally packed and moved everything for me the past few years certainly spoiled me. But more stressful than packing and unpacking was the searching.
Searching for a place to stay when you have two kids and mom to care for is tricky. Of course I had my budget and basic requirements, but there were other things I had to consider. Like a large backyard for my youngest to play in. Closet space for my mother to store her crafts in. And a "cool" place for my oldest to game in. And then of course there was the school situation, which was the most important factor.
Of course I couldn't find a home that met all of the requirements, but I found one that met most of them. And so far we are happy. My boys each have their own room. My mom has plenty of closet space. And I am finally in a space where I can focus on creating and sharing pursuing my purpose.
I hate I was away for so long but I needed it. I feel refreshed. I feel renewed. I feel ready.
Prayerfully God will guide my fingers to create and inspire. Prayerfully God will guide you as well, to a space where you feel empowered and encouraged.
Love and light and light to you. <3